30.11.14

To find home

There is no need to tell me – I’m lazybones and from a distance it stinks of laziness from me. Yes, you know what I mean. I did not finish drawing and I have no idea when it is going to be end. I trust it will be place in the next week.


Limi-ted edition
Through the whole week I thought about what this post should look like. How to introduce Limena, to show her like I see her. This is not an easy task, at last she is in my life for five years and recently even more. So how can I explain her magnificence without uncovering the plot of the story?
Since the moment I created her I treated her as distinct person. Not as a character, but as a representative of my personality in a game. I just built her but when she came out to the area of the game, the quality of how she appeared, how her personality became real. I felt it, when I controlled her, when I fought with her, when I learnt new skills. She was talking to me and I answered her. We represented unity while we were two separate women, who live in completely different worlds.
It sounds like I am possessed. Maybe I am – possessed by Limena (the Imagination tell me it is good idea for the next novel).
Later, playing other games, I tried to precisely recreate her and she came into the new body, being the same as always: brave, courageous, majestic, the only one of her kind.


New chapter of the  being
When I started to write, I did not have to create a new character. She existed already. I gave her a story, which influenced upon another quality of Limena. I put her in the new world, which she did not know yet, but she considered as own, she found her place in it. She got new life, which will be her final one. I am deciding her short period of her history, but what would be later, she will inquire into it.


A difficult decision
Now, I am wondering if this story that I had decided to write, would end my acquaintance with Limena. Yes, it is me who decides where she appears, but she does not match with every place. Especially after the greatest journey, that she would survive. She would meet new friends, know incredible feeling, that accompany normal humans. She would take a decision, which only she could take. And I think that after all of this it will be hard to talk her leaving the place, she call home.